CrescentEye's Xanga

Huh.

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 02:39:22 GMT

I basically haven't used this in forever becauuuuseee facebook's sort of addicting. xanga's changed...but then again so have I.

I'm writing college apps and essays and realized that before I go around defining myself to college admins....I should probably figure out who I am first. So im thinking that writing in a journal will help.

it's kind of unreal to think that I'm a senior.....and i'm going to be out of here in less than a year...I'm not sure if I'm out of my mind excited or just nervous as hell.

well that was really boring.

ok.

WHO AM I?

I AM JEAN VALJEANNNNNNNN.

no. seriously now. i am.....

.....

UGH. this is not working. i should probably be doing ap biology homework.

tonight I went on MNC for this first time in like over three years because an old friend asked me to. nobody was really on. but such a flashback....it feels like i was just a kid. i'm definitely stronger now. and more experienced. I'm way more comfortable in my own skin... and now I have some of the best friends in the world. and obviously i have boobs and hips now, but....that goes without saying.

i think i've turned out alright.

more later.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 01:24:04 GMT

iTunes shuffle thing!

what do you like in a guy/girl?
art brut- 18,000 Lira

what's your motto?
Ice Cream

what do you think of your best friend?
phil collins- you'll be in my heart

what do you think of the person you like?
deerhoof- milk man

what is your life?
mika- love today

what do you want to do when you grow up?
beck- think I'm in love

what do you think of when you see the person you like?
broken social scene- late nineties bedroom rock for the missionaries

blah..

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 19:45:58 GMT

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 16:06:57 GMT

This journal's basically dead..I'll keep it to stay in touch with some people but other than that, xanga: *gackdie*. School is eating me from the inside out. Like the ringworms we're learning about in Bio.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 18:30:56 GMT

okay, so I found out what's wrong with him. he's an idiotic little asshole that at the moment, I want to smack the shit out of. I give up.

I'm so tired.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:55:27 GMT

I am so emotionally drained right now it's not even funny. Is it even possible to dissect people and feelings and stuff for FOUR HOURS on the phone with Maya? Because I've managed it.

My life feels like a whirling tornado right now, and I'm in the center of it.

What is WRONG with him? o___o

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 02:45:21 GMT

okay. so I caved. and got a facebook. and became addicted within five minutes of having it.

wow. I'm a loser.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 00:11:58 GMT

okay so. we had the orchestra festival thing today, which wouldn't have been so bad but for the fact that I hadn't eaten all day and had a massive headache plus tiredness. We got two ones and a two, because there was this one judge that was an asshole. I took lotsa piccies. I accidently took a picture with the flash on of the other WCHS group..but they weren't playing so bleh.

haha. I saw Amy. which was funny, because she was wearing this pretty outfit and looked fancy and...not amy-like. at all. :D

when I got home I scarfed an egg sandwich and a french bread pizza. yes. all at once. I hadn't eaten all day and it was 4:30. go away.

then I took a nap...and fell asleep.

because that's what naps are for.

tada.

yawn.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 17:44:42 GMT

soooo yesterday's lunch was quite possibly the most fun lunch. of all year. Even though Matt was sick, which was too bad for him, for a lot of stuff went on that he like...totally missed. Hah. So Rafi came over to where my people sit. And did some stuff that was funny. Because Rafi is funny like that. And I learned about Maya's apparent desire for me and Rafi to get it on. That was funny. Maya is special. She wouldn't shut up though. So I had to kick her. And she still wouldn't shut up. Ah well. I think I must have broke a record yesterday for how many times the word "fuck" can be said in one school day. Embarassing really, as I'm normally not a pottymouth.

Today is so far sucking. I have so much crap to do. And I still have an entire two page essay to do. On Pilates. What the fuck, you say. Trust me, I've already said that. My Aerobics teacher is making my class write a fucking essay. My mom's pissed, and wants to complain, but seeing as parents complaining always reflects on their kids, and my Aerobics teacher is freaking scary when she doesn't like you, I have managed to quash this idea of my mom's. My Aerobics teacher likes me. And I'd rather it stayed that way.

Whew. That was way too much writing. And I could have used this time to search the Internet on benefits of Pilates. Buh-bye.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 16:41:51 GMT

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